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Monday, September 27, 2004 

Hmmm....

I dont know what is it. What's the question? What does it sound like when I sigh? Does it ask 'Can I take it?'; does it sound like 'I can't take it now... I've come too far... I can't go back' or does it ask 'Do I belong?'

What does it feel like? I dont know. It just sits there, and I feel the weight. No... I am not shitting rhetoric. There would not be this lump in my throat if I did that.

Perhaps I can find an answer. And I have a feeling that finding an answer is simpler than finding the question, although I don't know the answer...

But should I find an answer? Is there a need? Well... probably solution are always welcome. But will my answer be the solution? And I m afraid... I am not too sure if I am in a position to face the changes that will be brought about by the solution.. (again... what are those changes?!!)

What should I ....

Aaaaccchhh.... I don't know anything. It's just a muddle...

I can only say, "That is not what I meant at all; That is not it at all."

Well... well.. well.. and I AM HAMLET...

Good, Hamlet!

I deliberately addressed you as "Hamlet" in the previous comment. Not to disagree with what you have said. But for something I cannot quite possibly 'explain' to you.

Hamlet does not know why he is one. He does not (want to) understand why he is called hamlet. If he does that, if he singles out a reason, then probably he is nomore a hamlet (lol... regard the probably..)..

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